i like being sad, because if i’m always sad, then i never am. being sad is feeling lower than something you already feel, so if i always feel sadness, there’s nothing lower. so, i must be the only person in the world that is never sad, or always sad. and that’s fine with me. 

i have very low expectations of the world. i’m not pessimistic, i’m realistic. i don’t let people and feelings get to me, and i don’t believe in much of anything. sometimes, i wish someone would give me something to believe in.

i want to fall in love, but then again, i don’t believe in it. i want someone to prove something to be true. i want someone to make me happy, because i make them happy. i want someone to love me, or even like me, and only me, and never want anything more. i’m selfish, and nothing will change that.

I just really hate everyone.